today is my last day of exam..
n also the day when my grandfather passed away..
i will never imagine that..
when i am in mrt i receive a phone from my mom..
she told me that my grandfather pass away alrdy tis morning..
at first, i still cant believe because as i know he is very strong person..
last time one day he can smoke 3 pack of cigarettes alone..
nvr get lung cancer..
i feels that his body resistance is very strong..
when she tells me my heart bumping fast n my hand was shaking..
but i nvr cry because i honestly dun like him..
if i can say i hate him because he treat my ama without respect..
my mom ask me to inform my aunt..
i call back to house n inform my cousin..
she was shocked!
then i call back to my mom n ask wat exactly had happen..
she tells me that my akong cough very serious..
she bring him go see doctor n doctor give him medicine to drink..
n my mom send him back..
he then thank my mom n my dad..
he say his own sons and daughters also nvr care for him..
at that point of time i cant resist n cry..
i feels that i didnt hate him anymore but i pity him..
seriously i cant imagine this kind of word will come out from my akong mouth..
he is such an arrogant and cold person in my opinion..
i can understand how painful he feels when he is actually suffering but nobody by his side..
i feel so stupid i keep crying in mrt..
i think people who know that i cry might think im having relationship prob..
when i reach batok i walk wit by n tell him..
i cry again..
when i reach sch i tell zabo they all n cry again..
lucky today is my last paper..
thanks to all of u who have support me..
thanks for the condolence too..
when im on my way home then i realize tis year cant take any angpao..
i am so lame!

now time to take a rest afta tough battle for 6 days :)

finally tmr is the last day of exam..
although i consider today is last day LOL..
just finish poc just now..
quite straight forward paper..
hope can do well since it is a core subj..
my test n proj not so good so hope tis exam can pull my mark up..
yest i very angry with one of shatec admin people..
he accuse me n rita cheating but we are not..
just 'kebalikan ny' haha
lucky rita she very good in talking..
she talk until the teacher cant say anything..
love her so much..
then today we go find him n ask bout our yest paper..
then he still act cute say got bad n good news to tell us..
the bad news is he will come to our class n make announcement cant look at each other anymore..
which is he also nvr come..
LAME!
the good news is he say tat our paper in on control..
which is no big deal liao..
today poc paper make me happy..
but just i write wrong info in dismissive n ambivalent..
i mistaken tat 2..
haiz lose mark..
nic who sit beside me today very diligent..
we got 3 blank paper to fill in our ans for short ans..
i only make use of tis 3 but he ask for another 2 from the mentor..
tat means he write 5 pages!
wow!
afta poc paper we stay back for ms.pauline how to tell us about HS..
but some people cant wait n they go back first..
so only some of us wait then when she come she tell us tat 4 person has pass the referal..
it was me,sunny,jun yong, n jia yi..
lucky i can pass i was like want to cry haha..
she say the referal who manage to pass tat is not included the proj n test mark..
if tat one include i think i forever wont be able to pass...
so i faster message sunny,jy,jia yi,n by..
really lucky today!

now conan time :)

now i am suppose to study QS but i feel so sleepy coz i just wake up..
just now tourism is a killing paper lucky by give me tips...
but still very difficult..
just hope can pass..
banquet i very good paper haha..
all the tips that ms.lin gave came out..
i am excited..
just now go toa payoh to stock up my tibits..
just cant resist tibits >_<

ok im going to 'study' now..
:P

today me n by go n grab our 2012 ticket..
yest he call for hotline booking makes him waste his 60 cents..
then we buy popcorn..
n wait until the theater open..
then we go in n watch the movie..
quite nice movie..
although i find some parts quite funny..
i laugh but nobody laugh..
but there are also some sad parts..
if i were to die in 2012 i will choose die in tibet like the old monk..
the place there so peaceful..
catch fish manhattan at marina..
very fulling..
n the service good..
then we heading to watson n buy mentos..
then take bus back to novena n buy bengawan solo nyonya kueh for tmr banquet..
hope my presentation will success..
jia you my team mates!
we can do it!
LOL i find another cute pic of pikachu again from my fren blog..
SO ADORABLE!!!

today i whole day at home..
MEDITATE wit QS..
left little things i havent do..
on mond i will talk to my group mates n discuss wit them..
if tis finish we can call it a day..
no more disturbing proj..
can concentrate more for exam..
although i will also study last minute :P
i watch conan the movie..
so nice!
although to me kindaichi is the best but i like conan too..
had subway for my dinner..

last week,tis week, n next week are full of presentation!
just come back from esplanade library wit my group mates..
we finish almost all of the proj..
lucky i have good team mates tis term..
all of them are very capable..
few days ago a lot of things happen..
but the worst to me is i finally realize how fake is a person can be..
i am very very dissapointed..
when the first time i meet her, i feels tat she is a very nice person..
her teaching method is good and interesting..
but all gone now..
finally i see the other side of her..
u are a mentor..
so please reflect yourself..
we are all your student but why u treat us differently..
i hope next time will not see her again..

yest meet by at 1 at somerset..
but i late bout 30 mins :(
then we go to cine n buy 'my gf is an agent' ticket..
afta tat we hop to suki sushi..
we try the buffet..
eat until very full sia..
we order 2cawamushi, bacon wrap enoki, bacon wrap asparagus, small onigiri, 3edamame, jellyfish, teriyaki chicken, fried kani, fried ebi, soft shell crab sushi, shishamo, mochi, ice cream, chocolate eclair, etc..

we eat until full full..
but the price also wow..
1 person $19.90++
total bill $47.05
sibe ex..
then as usual afta eat i very sleepy..
4.15 the movie starts..
we went inside..
nice movie!
lot better then mr&mrs smith..
afta finish watching movie we went to taka..
i see 1 nice backpack..
cant resist it so i buy..
$49.90..
multi function for laptop n stuff sch stuff i like it..
broke le..
then our dinner of course at ayam penyet ria :)
i talk talk to the cashier aunty n she give me the discount card lol..