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Sunday, January 01, 2012
2012 @ Sunday, January 01, 2012

Halo all :)
firstly I wish you guys a very happy new year!
time past so fast!, seriously when i think about it during the last day of countdown last year i am at Marriott going to MCD..
and now another countdown is gone..
yest went out with Ivonne, Agnes, & Nadia to catch MI4
very nice movie in my opinion, all the stunt he did seems very challenging and we really did had our heart ponder hard in some scenes lol
after movie, we split and i went to had final 2011 dinner with siauku..
she book a private room at jumbo Riverwalk, 2 big table..
can u imagine our table actually finish 7 big srilanka crabs, 2 big plate of poached live prawn, 1 big plate of seaweed bean-curd, and another 2 plate of starter (which i can't remember the name)
our table mostly were guys..
but when all the girls have stop eating, i am still eating with the rest of the guys
si be greedy, but actually that time i didn't really fill full :p
after eat i go back with siauku n family..
but coz the stupid train came so slow, we end up missed out the countdown fireworks
but to me its the same whether i can view it or not..
went home at 1am, reach home at 2am..
play laptop for a while then bath (very late!!!)
finally sleep at 4am..
and today i went to Chinatown to check on rates to Phuket..
after i came back home, my whole body aching..
sian sia first day of 2012, i am SICK!
eat med and gg to sleep soon
c u :)

Monday, December 19, 2011
Numb @ Monday, December 19, 2011

today whole body aching!
feels like going back to work at hotel, carrying heavy stuff, selling mooncake, etc..
i just don't have good sleep yest..
things is getting worse..
jane is going to resign..
i now getting more headache..
only left me n ivonne..
how are we going to cope??
i seriously need a break..
i dun mind spending 3 days away..
now seriously i dun care if my pay was cut..
all i want is a getaway that will refresh my mind back..
i have been working like a robot..
can you imagine, even in my dreams im dreaming of all those accounts worrying that i haven't deposition them properly, fuck!
i hate it but choices are limited..
what i have is to suck everything up and move on..
i really have no energy for the day..
after finish work back home n sleep..
tomorrow wake up and the same ritual happens again..
somehow im not the only one who feel this, the rest of my colleague too..
my boss, she suffer the most..
haiz lastly i must shut my mouth and keep my head up..
time won't turn back for me, i must chase the future..
haha ok nite all ciao :))

Tuesday, November 29, 2011
Let's just bid farewell @ Tuesday, November 29, 2011

sian sian sian..
these few days i am just not in good situation..
everyday i was chased for artwork, sometimes things that i hate the most will be people keep on asking me for their stuffs..
i try to get it done but i can't promise that will be what i am going to say..
i hate this feeling..
why people are just so persistent??
why u just dun want to understand others..
all you have to think about is yourself..
now worse case is gonna happen..
one by one all the designers are gone..
left few of them..
my fav one is going off as well..
i really feel sad..
they are not like this before..
everything just happen so fast that i could not even believe my own eyes..
i dun wish that they being treated like this but i can't do anything..
whatever i say means nothing..
i try my best but please dun push a person more than their limit..
one day they will explode..

PS:my dear friend, all the best to you! i know you have a better future out there and you will definitely shine one day :)

Sunday, November 20, 2011
Karaoke + Sushi @ Sunday, November 20, 2011

Hoho finally today i get to sing after so long waiting..
today me,ivonn,nadia went to clementi party world, we sing for 2 hours..
seriously to me party world is the best!
all types of songs are available..
even old indo songs..
if kbox huh dun even think about it..
after singing for 2 hours till 7pm, we went to clementi mall for dinner but ivonn want to buy gmat book so we accompany her to buy..
after that we decide to eat..
first we got 3 choices: Toyoma, Sticky Rice, and Ichiban Sushi..
finally 9 plus then we went for Ichiban..
nice place and the queue is long, we waited fr about almost 20 min..
the food is not bad to me but not tremendously great..
may b next time i should try their sushi coz as per ivonn they are the best among all..
i had a very big set of dinner tonite which makes me super bloated..
after that followed by dorayaki as dessert..
see my dinner:
After food, we went home and so here i am..
haha will have a very good sleep tonite..
oyasumi everyone :DD


Monday, November 07, 2011
My precious 3 days off @ Monday, November 07, 2011

Its the end, no more off day for 5 days :(
kinda sad but need to get back to work
for the past 3 days, i am occupied by many things
Sat, i got a very far relatives wedding to attend as my parents can't make it so they ask me to go
The venue is at Traders Hotel SG, Shangri-la sister hotel
The food is not bad however to rate the service it consider poor
Our waiter is slow that he could even finish clearing our table after the second last course
But he is a friendly guy that full of passion just need more training dude ;)
Done with my sat, on sund i date bak out for movie
we watch sector 7, a movie by Ha Ji Won, our fav actress
She is still very pretty eventhough her body and face somehow covered by mud
It is a pretty interesting and thrilling story
But sadly there is no happy ending
For this movie i'll rate it 8/10 (great acting Ha Ji Won!)
Oh Ji Oh_Ha Ji Won_Ahn Sung Ki

And for today, i meet Sanny for another movie (so rich ho?)
We meet at 4pm after her work
We went to Marina Square for this movie, lucky she grab the ticket earlier so we get good seat
The movie title is "you are the apple of my eye"
To me this is a fascinating love story
Although I don't like Taiwan drama or movie but for this one will be an exception
This movie did touch my heart
Remake based on a novel by the author who experience it
A sweet love story from high school
However the ending is not as we expected
The main character girl finally get married to another man
Sad but the main guy who fall in love and waited for the girl for 10 years seriously deserve an applause
They love each other but they just can't express their feelings out
The guy is too scare thinking that he will be rejected by the girl on the other hand the girl wish to know that the guy love her as she is not being a smart girl in their class
If he is just 1 step faster may be the ending of this story will be different
But still he is a guy that is very positive, eventhough its pain to see the girl he loves belong to
someone else, he still cherish her wedding
To him "Loving a person doesn't mean that you hate the other person who snatch her away, in fact you should be happy for her that she can find someone truly for her"
What a sweet quote!
May be next time when there is a chance don't let it run away from you
I should ask Mr.B to watch this but hopefully he won't feel as as this story will remind him of the girl he love
For this movie, I rate 9/10!
Really <3 it :)
How I wish I could have such beautiful love story
KT & CY

Friday, October 14, 2011
We can't pleased everybody @ Friday, October 14, 2011

It has been tough for these few days back
I have never feel so much pressure before this
seriously i hate this feeling
people are just so fake and only think about themselves
i cant say that i am perfect
i do pissed by people sometimes but i will try to look from the positive side
i will just shut up and try to listen
if things didnt work out then its too bad
i really miss zabo, i really want to see her and tell her everything
i dunno how long i can survive
i even got a crazy idea to quit my job
but will i be able to get better opportunity than now?
i dun think so
now i have good boss, nice colleagues, fun designers to work with
but seriously i am really scared that one day they will disappear
my bad feeling has keep on coming
creative will be dismissed
i cant imagine that
sometimes i really hate to say that but people here are just so fuck up that they treat us like dogs
damn its irritating man!
wtf doesnt mean that they are lower class than you
you will die if you dont have them
i hate the way you talk about them
your sarcastic way of saying as if they are idiots
come on people do make mistakes
we all do
but you cant judge people by saying things like tat
they are seriously more creative than you
i am not being biased, i am not protecting anyone but im just saying the truth
human are just jerks we will simply push blame to another party
well i am jerk as well as i have been pushing away a lot of blames
oh fuck can we just understand each other?
wouldnt it be better?
everything seems to be more complicated
but seriously one day if they all boycotting your company
you will die, i am very sure

fuck i hate this, man! DAMMIT!

Wednesday, September 21, 2011
1 eye @ Wednesday, September 21, 2011

Hi All,

Long time no see..
When typing blog I seriously feels like typing email to reply client, to reply sales, or asking for artwork from designer..
Now is 11:50pm
Firstly I would like to say Happy Birthday to Adelynn Ang, pretty gal from Exec lounge..
A person that has been with me when I am still at Marriott..
I kinda miss her but Im just too afraid to sms her as I have not been contacting her since I finish my intern at Marriott..

Secondly, me, inge, n sasa today went to visit Bob (our high school friend)
When I receive the call from Inge, I am shock knowing that he was admitted to hospital
It really reminds me of Angeline's case, she never really told me what happen as she herself also not very sure
Then I rush from work to SGH, meeting Inge n sasa at Outram park
from there we walk and finally decided to take a cab as we worried that we would get lost
We reach there at 8pm and go to his ward and visit him
To my surprise one of his eye is no longer functioning
I was speechless, Inge n sasa is shock and "lemas"

We ask him on the incident and what exactly happen
He told us as he was studying Biology in Bandung, at night when he was rode on bike by his friend a person from "genk motor" has throw the metal rope of bicycle and unfortunately he is around there, then accident happen
His pupils was slice to 2 which damage his entire sight
Poor Bob, he say during that time it is not so painful
His friend made a call back to Rantau and tell his mom about what happen to him
Bob himself also speak to his mum asking her not to worry too much
But when she saw him she was very sad and shock to see her elder son lost his one eye sight
I cant imagine if I were the one who is in his position
I probably dun want to life anymore
He still calm his mum down by saying "eventhough I lost an eye but I still have another eye to view microscope"
I bet his mum is in great heart pain when he say that
His mum thank us for coming and visit him
She also give him a lot of encouragement
God please give him your blessing

Hi Bob, don't feel terrible although you lost something precious but I believe that God has something better in return for you, so don't ever feel that you are not valuable. Life is a journey, you have to go through it so maintain your positive attitude and you will be the most wonderful person ever in the eye of God. Amitofo.